I like the pain because I think I deserve it.
I miss the feeling of having a cold, sharp thing,
digging into my inside self.
I miss hurting and killing the monsters,
that live inside me,
being my shadow.
I want the cold, sharp thing to cut through
and get inside of me.
I want to kill all those monstrous voice
and every creature living inside,
leaving my soul,
that is willing to live.
I miss the tingling feeling,
of being hurt by my own self,
of cutting myself up.
Tuesday, 12 September 2017, 08:00 am